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--. Apology

Made the fatal mistake, like I did once before
Tendency just to take 'til the purpose turned sour

Strain, take the strain, these days we love
Strain, take the strain, cause these days we love

The only mistake
Was that you ran away

- Joy Division, 'The Only Mistake'

23. Disorder

I've been waiting for a guide to come and take me by the hand
Could these sensations make me feel the pleasures of a normal man?
New sensations bear the innocence
Leave them for another day

I've got the spirit, lose the feeling
Take the shock away

Who is right, who can tell and who gives a damn right now?

Until the spirit, new sensation takes hold
Then you know...
- Joy Division, 'Disorder'

Imagine that human existence is defined by an Ache

Thu Jun 4, 2009, 3:54 PM
  • Mood: Not Impressed
  • Listening to: IAMX - Running
  • Reading: read the following post plz
  • Watching: Crappy Mexican sitcoms
  • Eating: A pear :3
  • Drinking: Water :3
|:rose: | :halfliquid: | :blackrose: | :jsenn:|


Look, a journal entry. Not that anyone would care, but (:

How cliché would it be to change my story's working title to 'Stockholm Syndrome'? :P God, the things I think about when I'm tired.

I'm reading a very interesting article about novel-writing for my English class, the third or fourth we've read this semester about novel-writing. Or fiction, in general. Sometimes it feels like these things are aimed at me DX I don't know if anyone else in my class writes... let alone if someone shares my same pointless love for it... Feh xD

Anyway, I thought I'd share some of its greatness here:
:bulletblack: The novelist has more and more to say to readers who have less and less time to read: where to find the energy to engage with a culture in crisis when the crisis consists in the impossibility of engaging in culture?

:bulletblack: The big, obvious reason that the social novel has become so scarce is that modern technologies do a better job of social instruction.

:bulletblack: The writer of average talent who wants to report on, say, the plight of illegal aliens would be foolish to choose the novel as a vehicle. Ditto the writer who wants to offend prevailing sensitivities.

:bulletblack: Solitary work--the work of writing, the work of reading--is the essence of fiction.

:bulletblack: Technological consumerism is an infernal machine, technological consumerism is an infernal machine, technological consumerism is an infernal machine...

:bulletblack: The real problem is that the average man or woman's entire life is increasingly structured to avoid precisely the kinds of conflicts on which fiction, preoccupied with manners, has always tried.
[...] Imagine that human existence is defined by an Ache: the Ache of our not being, each of us, the centre of the universe; of our desires forever outnumbering our means of satisfying them. If we see religion and art as the historically preferred methods of coming to terms with this Ache, then what happens to art when our technological and economic systems and even out commercialised religions become sufficiently sophisticated to make each of us the centre of our own universe of choices and gratifications?

:bulletblack: I used to distrust creative-writing departments for what seemed to me their artificial safety, just as I distrusted book clubs for treating literature like a cruciferous vegetable that could be choked down only with a spoonful of socialising.

:bulletblack: As the social stigma of depression disappears, the aesthetic stigma increases. It's not just that depression has become fashionable to the point of banality. It's the sense that we live in a reductively binary culture: you're either healthy of you're sick, you either function or you don't.

:bulletblack: A novelist has a responsibility to stay close to life in the mainstream, to walk the streets, rub shoulders with the teeming masses, etc.--the better to be able, in Sven Birkersts's words, to bring readers "meaningful news about what it means to live in the world of the present."

Jonathan Franzen, 'Perchance to Dream: In the Age of Images, A Reason to Write Novels'

Yup. Not like anyone cares about novel-writing, but hey. My journal was starting to sicken me :3

I'm translating something.

I have a stomach ache, fuck.

And here's proof that I actually do my schoolwork sometimes :P

Take care, everyone <3

Clubs:

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My name is Laura, I'm twenty years old [Aug. 26th], and I'm a student of Modern English Literature at the National Autonomus University of Mexico c:



I am also a wannabe novelist, potential editor, and fulltime failure.



I love [English] football. I actually do watch it. I also love Spongebob, which makes my mother mock me like there was no tomorrow. I am a bit of a grammar nazi. Bad spelling annoys me. Sometimes I act a little OCD. I'm pretty f*cking paranoid, and also pretty f*cking antisocial. I swear a lot. I'm actually pretty nice C: believe it or not. I have a boot fetish, which is actually bigger than my French fetish, but not as big as my mohawk fetish. Especially green ones. I have a fixation with skinheads. I love skinny men and chubby women. I hate chicken, and pork. I am addicted to sushi and vanilla ice cream. I need coffee just as much as I need air. I do like beer, but I hardly ever drink it.



I quit smoking almost three years ago. IT'S NOT EASY AND I DESERVE SOME CAKE FOR MAKING IT THROUGH, f*ck.



I listen to Joy Division way too much for my own good [as you can probably tell by looking around my gallery] and I'm hopelessly addicted to Matthew Bellamy's voice, on the other hand.



I write.

A lot c:

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  • Current Residence: A gutter
  • Interests: Writing / Reading / Music / Gay Men / Drawing
  • Favourite movie: Trainspotting / Control / A Clockwork Orange / TNBC / Rude Boy / Corpse Bride / This Is England
  • Favourite band or musician: Muse / Joy Division / Rancid / AFI / The Clash / The Smiths
  • Favourite genre of music: Punk / Very Random Stuff
  • Favourite artist: Vincent Van Gogh / Tim Burton
  • Favourite poet or writer: Irvine Welsh / Luis Zapata / William S. Burroughs / Edgar Allan Poe / H.P. Lovecraft
  • Favourite photographer: Anton Corbijn
  • Favourite style of art: Literature [prose] / Traditional Art
  • Operating System: Windows Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: Sony
  • Wallpaper of choice: Man United :D
  • Skin of choice: Freckled and tattooed :D!!
  • Favourite cartoon character: Hello Kitty / Stitch / Spongebob / Matt, Mello & L
  • Tools of the Trade: Microsoft Word / Black gel pens / White paper / Old notebooks / Coffee

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Thanks for the fave :blushes:

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